i don't know why you like these blogs, theres never anything good in them. I am a not an interensting person .... never have anything to say. This blog is a waste of time, because theres so much in this world that i wish i could say... but i can't i don't know why......

Sometimes the pain i feel it hurts so much ... but then i think ... it hurts for everyone and i just hurt more for feeling this way. I can bitch about life and how bad it is but everyone knows that so whats makes anything about me bitchin about it any different.

there is so much i want to do in this world... but i just can't... because all i want to do is run.. just leave everything and i don't know. I have tried but there is to many people that depend on me to help them and i can't do that to them. I don't know why all this is coming out now, was fine all day everything was going good, but then i came home. its not my home.... i don't have one.

I don't really want to anyone to see anymore about me, i just want them to see me for what i let them, and even then i don't want them to see me.