Well i got good news for anyone how reads this blog. I have booked a plane ticket home for a week in may. I feel excited but in the same sence i feel bad because everytime i come down to visit i realize everything i gave up and some for the better but most weren't. I feel the more i live here the more i feel empty. But i am looking forward to comin down because i well get a few days off from work which i need and because working is all i do, but i hope when i come down i will have more time to do the things i wants to last time but couldn't. I don't know why i am writen this no one reads it well then i am not going to go on if you want to know more message me

Chris