what has the world come to... really.... i try to live my life as free of care as much but people really just can't let the be. I don't want to hear about how fucked up my family is... i know but i still love them and have to help them as much as i can. the world is not what you want it to be... but you can either cry about it or move on because really what can you do to change it. Why most people try and make you as unhappy as them really ..... like i don't know the world sucks and at some point you will have to face it, but right now i am happy with what i am doing and if i am not ... well thats my problem.. i am not bringin it on people so why must they try and bring it on me. I never wanted anything that i have but i deal with it in my own way.. why can't people just let that be. The world is a vampire that sucks everything out of you... even the happiest people are unhappy... but they found a way to deal with everything... why can't you just let that be. There is no one is this world that is kind.. its a lie, everything about it is.

ok bye